ugh...Mondays are the worst.

Today I attempted to actually wake up early to get to school to fulfill some duties that I have not been able to keep up with lately.  So much for that idea.  Instead I was stuck in traffic and had to call the office for someone to watch my class.  I was at a stand still for at least 20 minutes. So embarrassing to be late.  There were a few other teachers late too, but still.

Annoying.  But I am here now, and at least I wasn't in the accident.

I kind of am worried and stressed and excited and I don't know.  I have been thinking about moving and looking for a new house for a while now.  I mentioned it to Ryan a few times, but last week I started looking online, and now I am in big trouble.  We found a house we LOVE!  You think I would be over the top excited, but with that comes all this worry on how things will work out, can I afford it, do I want to commute or should I change school districts...blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.  It is enough to give me an anxiety attack.  I don't even know the first thing about selling the house we are in and our real estate agent isn't exactly an extrovert.  She has a quiet approach I suppose.

Anyway...she is coming over tomorrow to assess our house, crunch some numbers, and we might be putting our house on the market.

The whole thing makes me want to ....